Saturday, March 23, 2013

Growing up!

Starting to see that I've wasted a ton of time getting too caught up in silly things that do nothing for my walk with Christ..or anybody else's. I get caught up in stupid little controversial things that arent real issues and don't involve me serving Christ in any way..it doesnt matter if I'm even in the right or not. I'm seeing more and more all the time what following Christ entails..not always in the specific, day-to-day stuff, but in the general, life-encompassing idea. I fall so short and really want to change. These minor stupid things dont even make me feel good in the long run. I want to be more wholeheartedly devoted to growing and serving.

"So flee youthful passions and pursue righteousness, faith, love, and peace, along with those who call on the Lord from a pure heart. 23 Have nothing to do with foolish, ignorantcontroversies; you know that they breed quarrels. 24 And the Lord's servant[e] must not be quarrelsome but kind to everyone,able to teach, patiently enduring evil, 25 correcting his opponents with gentleness. God may perhaps grant them repentance leading to a knowledge of the truth, 26 and they may come to their senses and escape from the snare of the devil, after being captured by him to do his will."  ~2Timothy 2:22-6


I'm not sure, but I feel like these verses may be more referring to types of controversies that are different from what I face..but it still seems like a good principal all the same.

Sunday, March 3, 2013

Accountability..

Two of my best friends recently decided to hold me accountable..they think I have an issue with putting myself down too much, and now every weekend I have to write one positive thing about me for ever negative thing I say. This feels awkward :P Oh well, here ya go, guys:

1) I like my eyes.

2) I am sensitive to people's feelings..at least in general.
3) I like my smile.
4) I can make people laugh/smile sometimes.
5) I can put on a confident, outgoing attitude when I really want to.
6) I take responsibilities seriously.
7) I make it a point not to judge people based on where they're from.
8) I have random good..or at least fun ideas sometimes.
9) I can read people decently well.